cream n nuts

I really wanna change my blogskin!
can't find any good ones though:(

i think S is really weird,
he likes to msg to me in chinese -.-
hahas, but he's frustrated bout having to find the words :D
BIG L :O

today, kris, zi and ting came over
we're kinda gross actually
hahaas, i meant bout the things we talked bout today :D

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:to my dear F, sonnnnny!
don't be so paranoid!
and you're wrong!
what you feel IS important!
if you can figure out how you really feel,
you would'nt even need to ask questions,
cause you'll already have your answer and determination.
you may not get it now, but i hope you do in the future.
think bout the question i asked ya okay?
you know you're loved(:


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:to my dearest C,
i think i've spilled stuff that i never knew i had,
well. should'nt use the word think, i should use have, hahas
i'm really happy that you share some stuff with me too,
compared to well, the last 2 years(:
to me, i've learned more about you
and i'm hoping there'll somemore okayyyyyyy.
kay, these are all typed in bits,
i don't know if i make much snese though, hahas, just try to understand what i'm trying to say(:
i don't know if you have trust and faith in me, but i'd like to think that you do.
we're always telling each other how we never try things out
so how in the world would we know the outcomes
and how you're one tough nut to crack.
I'm really happy for you darling,
from the bottom of my heart
i want you to be happy.
No tears.
just your ADORABLE smile, hahas
and i can't help but say this.
I TOLD YOU SO.
hehes.
love you.