today, the decision was out
only lele, yao and jas
are in the main.
actually i only wanted to post a short one
but after i read pris and jiayuns blog
well, here goes.
we knew who was gonna be in the main team today
and it was only lele,yao and jas
who made it from our sec3 batch.
After misslim told us, she asked the rest of the synergy team to go
and asked us sec3s to stay.
She explained to us and everything.
It's not that we don't understand
it's just that we wasted almost 3 years!
training for something that we knew we would'nt get
even as i'm writing now
i realise we were all holding on
to this invisible strength
where we thought we might acutally have a chance
to be part of the team
i mean we still are, but we're just like extras.
At the same time, we knew thtat we may not make it
but when the reality really hits us
thats when we really broke down.
I'm sorry
cause i started the crying first,
i'm not sure why i cried though
maybe cause of the sense of lost?
maybe cause of the fear of losing our bond?
or maybe even the fact of finally realising
what we knew deep down inside us,has finally come true
I don't know why i cried
but i'm glad for one thing.
We don't have to be seperated.
I think that was what we were most afraid of.
These people whom i've shared
my tears and perspiration with
they're the ones who are always behind me,
giving me encouragement,
and free hugs too!
i just wanna say that
I Love you guys alot
and nth can ever change that fact.
i really hope that, from this 'lost'
we'll gain something back
which is being even more BONDED!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
*Pris
*Berly
*Mel
*Lele
*Yao
*Jas
*Jiayun
*Baby
LET'S SAVE OUR TEARS DARLINGS!
CAUSE WE STILL GOT EACH OTHER!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
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