yesterday went to the streaming talk.
it hit me right thenthat i had to study really really hard if i ever want to get the results i want
but the problem is no matter how hard i wanna study i cant :[
the pressure my family is giving me is much worse makes me feel like shit.
well maybe i am.
noe wadd my mum said wenn i asked her if she was going to the streaming talk?
she said this.
: Go for wad? eu think eu can pass meh?
crap lar!
denn after tt she said wadd was todae's date
i said how i noe? im too dumb! don't have brains wadd!
denn she did'nt reply hahas
the streaming that talk gave us this set of paper n one part was on
PARENTS AS PARTNERS
wen the teacher mentioned wadd parents should do
which are
- Emotional & Psychological Support
- Strong Home Support
- Active Participation in School Programmes & Activities
i laughed our loud at that n chuanzi zhhh me hahas..its true marr i will never have those acheived. not in my life that is.
damn tt mum, keep stessing me bout my exams BIT_ _! pls larr eu think i dont wanna pass meh eu think im an idiot obviously i wanna study duhh.but i can't no matter how hard i freaking try i can't.
eu said soooooooooo many hurtful things did eu noe tt?
i doubt it. eur jus too full of yourself n eu always n i mean ALWAYS think tt eur right. there's no *ucking trust in this bloody family.
sometimes i cry over yy eu guys jus can't trust me n treat me properly n wen im done crying i feel sooooooo pathetic cus there's so many people out there that are mmuch worse denn me those that have more problems denn me n if we were compared to each other my prbs would be like a tiny hole n the other would be like a mountain wadd have i to complain bout my family? none. not wen there's people worse then me i wanna be strong. but i can't . major headache now. oh crap.this jus sucks.
how much more pathetic can i get?
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